I still taste you my sweet pretender, I've been running,
your words bring me right back into the fold,
Yeah, we could be friends, but this mind won't mend
While you ensure the truth can't/won't be told. You
Destroyer. Destroyer. Destroyer.
Why take me as a trophy?
So you can let yourself feel pretty again?
I think that is vile. The worst kind of evil.
You're treating my love like it's a cheap plaything.
This is truly, not simply, a matter of will.
My frustration is real and yes it deserves a voice.
I want you hunted by the thought, running from the chill,
I know I should know better, but I see no choice,

Because the fear the doubt the pain
Compounded by regret
Mistakes and shame
Encrypt me to a state
I can't decode
Maybe I am wrong, but now you know

This is how it feels.

You're why I'm alone
This fear of love decaying me,
Deeper than I know,
I'm still in love with the memory.

We both know that there is no sense pretending
That we don't know the genesis of the sound,
As we lay dreaming the walls keep screaming
the truths in which we drown
I will be survived by denial
You will leave behind a legacy of deceit
The lips entreating, the lies misleading
just leave me distraught and caught in misery.

Fear, and doubt, and pain
Compounding my regret
Mistakes and shame
Encrypt me to a state
I can't decode
Maybe I am wrong, but now you know

This is how it feels.

You're why I'm alone
This fear of love controlling me,
Deeper than I know.
I'm still in love with the memory.

And I still feel you now you destroyer.

Leave me alone. Take what you need.
I will survive. The light will be seen.
I gave you my all when I gave you me.
But that is never enough. This gesture of trust.
so you will just bury the knife and twist until I scream..

The fear the doubt the pain
Compounded by regret
Mistakes and shame
Encrypts me to a state
I can't decode.
Maybe I am wrong, but now you know

This is how it feels

You're why I'm alone
This fear of love decaying me,
Deeper than I know,
I'm still in love with your memory.
You're why I'm alone
This fear of love destroying me,
Deeper than I know,
I'm still in love with your memory.